I wasn’t sure how I was going to feel when this day came. In the summer of 2019 when I first heard the scheduled c-section date of March 2nd I assumed it would always be a day of celebration. From my past pregnancies, I had no reason to believe this one would be any different. […]
I sat staring at the Christmas tree thinking about how soon, Christmas will be behind us. I’ve always been one to welcome a new year full of hope and potential, a clean new slate. My mind shifted to how right after Christmas at the beginning of the year, my sister and I like to go […]
This time last summer I sat in a Drury hotel lobby enjoying their “Kickback hour” as they call it. I was loving the free nachos and cheese. It was exactly what my pregnant self was craving. As I sat there, I was watching all the families buzz around me and my heart felt like it […]
1111, Synchronicity and other Signs 1111 this is my number. A number that supposedly symbolizes that angelic beings are close by to bring you clarity and protection. For you to monitor your thoughts carefully so they may manifest into your reality, as well as to pay attention to your surroundings. This number has shown up […]
If she hears the sound of a baby on tv or out in public it stops her in her tracks. She tells everyone around her about the baby she sees. She plays baby dolls at home. She sings, rocks and feeds her baby dolls. She plays alone a little bit but almost always wants mom […]
So the hospital part may be over, the burial is over, but now the actual due date. I wonder if it will be just as bad every year when she should be turning another year older, wondering what she would have been like and looked like. The unknown is the worst part. Most of the […]